So there has been alot of interest from my devoted readers on who and what type of person I really am ? Who is the person who is running this site ?
after reading this post you will have an idea of who I am and the background I’ve lived that defined me into the man I am today , a man on a mission to help the innocent and pure women and children that are held in hell.
So here goes my name is Craig I’m 44 years old from Swansea in south Wales uk, I spent several years in the British army, im a fully trained security engineer that had got promotions up to managerial roles with national companies in the high end security systems industry, who are all market leading experts in the installation and maintenance in security alarm systems , biometrics access control systems , intelligent fire alarm systems and high-end CCTV monitoring systems.
Eventually opening 4 businesses which I was running 3 at the same time
1- CGS fire and security ltd ,a company doing national contracts for the co-op group , boots , Mothercare , Morrisons supermarket group and many others installing high end security systems /
2-GMS ltd I created and founded a scrap yard recycling centre in Swansea center ./
3- 2nd st deli based in llansamlet Swansea , selling healthy food , fantastic coffee in a steampunk themed premises at a location that I fitted out myself .
Since looking into this delicate subject of what this site is about I haven’t been able to work due to being locked up in either police custody, mental health hospitals and tied up in legal issues that takes all my time up ( also my driving license has been revoked by mental health services as i wouldn’t bend to their rules of giving up on writing and investigating – the price was taking my licence off me , not just to drive a car but all of them all the way up to HGV)
So as I cannot work in my industry or anything close to making money that Ive trained so hard for over the years.
I’m currently claiming government state help ( which is very ironic as they took everything from me to silence me – but they are now funding me to regroup and focus more on the task ahead of the reality they are all complicent in at a local authority level)
Due to me constantly being either arrested and/or locked up in mental hospitals I now have realised that the lord has given me lemons , so I intend to make lemonade!
By immobilising me not to make money or drive a vehicle to make money , as money will help my cause in getting my information out against this evil and corrupt system, because when I had money I would go off grid all around Europe in Airbnbs and hostels with no one knowing where I was and I would work on the unscrewed gaslight without interference.
I’ve worked out finally that this is not a hindrance because words written down are free I don’t need money support this site due to the help of GoDaddy and the Guardians who fund me in these small wins that I have.
So I’m using the time to improve my mind body and soul so here’s a bit about what I do on a daily basis.
I normally rise about five to six am, I drink 1L of filtered water while staring out of the window of my home overlooking the whole of Swansea bay up on the hill watching the sunrise and it’s beautiful. I tend to meditate on certain days if I can physically see the sun ( most of the time they spray the sky with geo engineering to cover our beautiful blue sky’s with heavy metals)
I average about 70 – 80 miles a week on the road cycling on my Boardman hybrid bike , I attend yoga classes at a local studio once a day without fail and sometimes twice a day depending on how hard I train in the gym and cycling and it’s a new passion of mine that I hope I can go on to be an instructor one day .
I attend the gym every day without fail and attend jujitsu training 2 – 3 times a week.
I’ve completed several marathons, a triathlon, studied judo , jujitsu and muai Thai fighting techniques over the years.I attend the library three times a week and read at least two books a week on self-help and mindfulness.
I drink a lot of water and it is either hydrogen filled or triple filtered to get out the heavy metals , chlorine and fluoride…this has improved my mind function and sleep incredibly within months .I only eat organic fruit and vegetables , free range chicken and beef. free range large eggs, I bake my own bread so I know what is exactly in it , I avoid suger at all costs.I take these supplements :-
Mega magnesium , Vitamin d3 and D2 , Clean zinc cirate , Clean lions mane , Apple cider vinegar tablets , Muscle function electrolyte tablets to aid with my body recovering from fitness training.
It increases muscle efficiency which also aiding my mind muscle due to reading, studying and listening to educational podcasts with creatine protein drinks and supplements listed above. I make my own fluoride free tooth paste ( lemon juice and bicarbon at the soda )
At least once a day I will sit in a local park for about 30-40 minutes and take my socks and shoes off listen to a podcast , meditate or some music while grounding with my bare feet to the earth, this I found helped me to sleep better but also taking out the negatives in my body to the earth directly.
I do not drink alcohol , I do not smoke and I do not take drugs legal or illegal. my favorite drink is tea with honey. I go through about eight jars of honey a week this alone has made me feel so much better are wards off colds and the flu .
List of podcasts that I’m listening to and fascinated by a hosted by Joe Rogan, Alex Jones, tucker Carlson , Jordan Peterson , Russell brand , Shawn Ryan show and many more.I’m currently reading Douglas Murray war on the west, George Orwell’s 1984 , and I have a massive book collection including economics , politics , history books to name a few subjects.
In my free time if I get the urge to get bored and fall into old bad habits I will get my weighted rucksack on and go walking through nature woods or along the vast sandy beaches that Swansea has to offer getting in an average of 20k steps per walk or maybe I’ll learn a new song as I play acoustic guitar.
You any think all this seems like a big effort for improving myself , but In reality I can’t get enough of all these activities as over the last 4 years the investment of mind and energy I found I kept losing sight of what I was indeed put on this earth for . My wellbeing is the only thing that has relevance to me exposing what this site is about .For years I was abusing cocaine and there was a valid reason for this — I was and I’m still in contact with so many victims that are getting sexually abused and I had some much information to go through there simply wasn’t enough hours in the day , hence me doing cocaine to suspend my sleep while I communicated and stored all the evidence safely that they gave me.
My mind is feeling more free and liberated every day . My body and mind have now synchronised enabling me to focus in on what matters with such intense sharpness of my mind that your authorities are now struggling to keep up.
So there is a quick update on what I’m about ! One thing I will ask you all who reading this is ? Don’t you think it’s farcical that every policeman , every probation officer , every mental health psychiatrist and nurse who come to me and stress that I am not well ! The supposed professionals normally walk into the room out of breath , uninformed of my situation, wearing unfitting clothes which are not ironed and they also have dirty shoes and fingernails.
I live on the first floor and on every home visit I have from these officials they walk through my door having coming up only about 15 steps out of breath looking like shit !!!!!
My question is to you would you take advice off these sort of people who come in a car when they don’t live far away from the office they drink fizzy pop all day and their cars are normally littered with crisp packets , chocolate wrappers and fast food take away boxes and paper bags..And when I open the door and greet them into my home which I don’t like doing and they stand in there with their shirts hanging out belts not even fitted to their body and non ironed creased clothes ….WOULD YOU ACTUALLY LISTEN TO ANY OF THESE PEOPLE GIVING YOU ADVICE ON HOW TO LIVE YOUR LIFE AND HOW TO BE HEALTHY… ????? BECAUSE I CERTAINLY DO NOT AND ONE THING THEY REALIZE WHEN I DO MY RESEARCH AND ASK THEM QUESTIONS ABOUT WHAT THEY THINK THEY KNOW IS BEST FOR ME BEING IN THE COMMUNITY AND THE BEST FOR MY MENTAL HEALTH THEY SHUT ME DOWN !!!! FOR EVEN IN QUESTION WITH A SIMPLE STATEMENT FROM ME QUESTIONING WHAT IS GOING ON —- THIS IS THE STANDARD RESPONSE!!!!
“Craig you were not well , You are not mentally well , you are ill and you can’t see it as your delusional… So I say to them okay if Im meant to be unwell what is your care plan to make me a better person ? You know the only response I get and it’s very often…..”
Craig you need anti psychotic medication !!!!! Not therapy , medication is the answer they think.
” I’ll tell you one more story last year I had a meeting with several departments mental health police probation my army friends my partner at the time and they all said to me— ”
Craig this is the best we have seen you in years , the new medication you are on for anti-sychotic behavior is actually working and we believe you will be back in work within several years and you will have your life back ! this is the best we have seen you and the medication is working they repeated this over and over !!!!! ”
“””””My response was I have been spitting your medication out in the sink very quickly when I pretend to take it I push it down the overflow hole in the sink while the tap is running and I have done for five months—- so please explain to me how this works then you bunch of geniuses””””
The response was you cannot do this you’re going to be unwell you’re gonna be having psychotic episodes one small and getting yourself locked up and hurting people around you !!!
To my response was a repeat saying ” I haven’t taken them for 5 months you bunch of stupid morons you know nothing about empathy , human nature, medication , psychoanalysis or people’s welfare”
To all the victims who I am in contact with and all my supporters on this site thank you for reading and I pray for you all every day to the one and only creator god with Jesus Christ our savior
All my love CG x